I'm very pleasant to hear your comments on my last journal entry. Well, I don't experience other feelings nowadays.

I love you guys because you are creative. That means that you like to express your inner motion freely. But did you ever think from where you draw this DESIRE? If someone suppose that I will proceed with "chemical reactions" then he is mistaken.

Remember that sweet moment when you sit evenly and suddenly something touches you, opens in you. "Yes, this is cool idea, it needs to be created, I'm so glad".. Then you chaotically ply between one corner of the room and another...

Irradiation!

Watch the sky. Watch the clouds. Watch the Earth. Watch the star abyss. It is fantastic. And you are the inevitable direct part of that! You are inside. Your eyes are made from the same atoms and electrons, which are used to define the whole physical space. You are the universe that observes itself with a help of itself. Now you know where and who God is. Inside.

Look at another man. It is you as well! You talk, make sex, make war, create art and etc. Growing universes learn how to be divine from their parrents. Can I judge this beauty?

So, inspiration is the feeling of oneness with everything. Why not separated matter? Because there is no actual separation. If look you deeper into a tea cup with your consciousness you will achieve quantum level, where every superstring stores the whole universe! Everything is within everything. Otherwise it will not function.

Feeling is a state of nervous system. Feeling of shining is the state of nervous system, but rarely achieved in human society, because you are tought to afraid, to close yourself. They program your mind such that you are not all-sufficient, that you need something external to live. Ironically, you should have said that to your children. But everything changes...

So, inspiration is love. When you love, your heart center in your chest will shine, will be bombarded with flow of electrons through the neuro-interface. Electron can be simply transformed to photon when it leaves the atomic orbit. First you will experience intensive quantum heat from electromagnetic fields. In you continue to increase the current, your cells will become light. You will gain the light body, like Jesus did, or indian yougis during deep meditation.

When someone suggests that everything is dead except for human bodies, then he is deadly blind. Everything alive and have consciousness, because, as I stated before, there is no separation. Stars and planets, galaxies and universes... Your consciousness is binded to your body strictly because you have programmed it so by enclosing your soul. Indeed, it will be cool to experience sun within yourself 24/7, will be? What may prevent you from this divine state is your personal ego. Let's examine what ego says after reading this journal entry.

- Ego says: this man is crazy. He doesn't understand anything about life. He simply smokes too much. I'll better go and have fun.

- Ego says: this man is just stupid and I surely will say him about this. Then print something to make me smile with tears...

- Ego says: it can not be truth. I need food, I need money to live. And I do not know much about physics...

- Ego says: it must be long and hard way. I can not follow that. And finally ego says about its egocentric point of view.

- Positive happy ego says: I want to learn more about life and myself. I want to experience harmony and beauty without distortions.

- Positive very happy ego says: Oh My God. It's full of stars...